| Reality? |
[Nov. 22nd, 2009,04:28 pm] |
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its amazing how time flies, another year is about to come to an end..
how i wish i could just turn back time, back to those carefree days..
where there's nothing to worry or fret about.
honestly, there's practically nothing pleasant to reminisce about this year,
well, as we mature and grow, i've come to realise how cruel and realistic this world is,
and the people who resides in it.
human beings are so complex, incomprehensible, and self centred,
makes unnecessary assumptions, fueling negatives thoughts in others, triggering disputes among others, spreading malicious gossips etc.
what is wrong with people these days, even acting eccentric, having split personalities... is that the trend nowadays?
argh, PLUS, i get easily annoyed nowadays, even the slightest irritation pisses me off totally.
bleah, i loathe facing reality and the fact that we can never escape from it's clutches ):
you were like my lover, and my bestfriend.
i guess this is what i get for wishful thinking. |
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| arghh |
[Oct. 11th, 2009,10:57 am] |
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Fucking loathe this kinda mixed feeling i'm having right now. As much as everyone around me wanna end this, i just can't dissolve the thought of it. Damn stupid to let this kinda shit affect me so much, especially my SLEEP. ARGHHHH. I'm so damn upset that i wanna just rant it off here zzzz andddd i think i'm going insane.
i wanna do smth crazy. LOL D: |
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| As always.. |
[Sep. 23rd, 2009,01:40 pm] |
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Its just so annoying that i always can't set my heart out to do something i've planned on initially. zzzz
And i've no idea why i get all worked up and uneasy over silly irrelevant stuff recently too -.- It's been rather hectic ever since school started, and needless to say, i'm still constantly trying to get accustomed to this new environment. Maybe it's just me being so reliant of people around me in the past, that i'm gradually losing the ability to be independent, and no matter what i do, seems to be so half-heartedly done.
Sigh, whatever, its useless ranting here, guess i'll get back to mugging.
More test and assignments please.
I need something to do, i need to keep myself busy. argh.
You need to stop living like this claire. |
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| Friends? They come and go. |
[Aug. 20th, 2009,02:37 am] |
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Friends Forever, thats one particular phrase we love to doodle around in our primary/secondary school days. What nonsense, come to think of it, we were just naiive innocent lil kids. Well, how often do we even hang out with our primary/ sec school cliques nowadays. Ironically, this topic was brought up from time to time among us but somehow all i felt was disappointment. Anyway, Thanks to those whom i've met up with recently for the birthday celebration. I will sincerely treasure the friendship and love, you guys are the best :)
Its the 3rd week of school already and i've been constantly questioning myself, doubting myself.
Will i be able to cope and deal with the incoming workload? When will i be able to abandon those bad habits?
Action speaks louder then words, i need the motivation, the drive.
Where are you? |
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